Welcome Back ! Welcome Back !

Sorry for the late update , Busy with my cheer practice lately . Just came back from Jusco with Irsyad . He's fetch me at school and straight went to Jusco . While he's waiting for me , I went to Giordano and bought T-shirt for him :) , I hope you like it b . Btw , Happy Anniversary 2 months honey . I never really knew you . You were just another friend , but when I got to know you , I let my heart unbend . I could not help past memories that would only make me cry , I had to forget my first love and give love another try . So I have fallen in love with you , and I will never let you go . Over a period of time , I got to know the real you . A guy so charming and gentle , with a heart so true . You have survived your life . Meeting you has changed my life . I am never letting go . I know you have love me this much . For I can see your face vividly in my mind . You make me feel like I'm a queen :) . Awwww , HEHEHEHE . I'm just so glad you are mine , you are here with me .

Mine .

I'm not feeling well today , Fever and Flu -.- Double F , GREAT ! By the way , I went to VI yesterday and had a great day with my loved one's :) . Met Rommie and the gang but the most important thing is , Thnk a lot to Ieka and Irsyad . He's came to my house yesterday morning and we went to VI together , awwww that's so sweet :) . hahahaha Okay for short , I miss yesterday . Today is 9May and today we celebrate Mom , the woman who has the most profound and lasting impact on our lives . I used to think that people didn't need their moms so much after they grew up . But I have realized that's not true . So often , when I'm making a decision , I wish you were here so I could ask your advice . I wish I could tell you , Mom . How much you mean to me but there are no words to say , how much I admire you , how much I appreciate you , how much I thank you for everything you have done . Mom , You have given me so much , love from your heart and the warmth of your touch . Mom , I love you for all that you have done to us . So smile cause I love you on this Mother's Day . Thanks for being a wonderful mother , Mom !

is it too late ?

I described my past . The torture I’d been through . The pain I went through each day
And no one else ever knew . I wanted to escape and be free . I no longer wanted to feel pain inside . It was no fun being me . Just three little words & simple update blog for today , don't seem like enough for someone whose smile and yet still brightens my day , whose touch can make me forget the rest of the world . Even though "I Love You" can't express the depth of my feelings for you . I hope you know what's in my heart . Because loving you means more to me than anything in the world and it always will . By the way , I'm going to Sports Day VI tomorrow morning with my loved one's :) .

I need a holiday then I will b fine :D

You are the only thing that I love now and it's scares me more every day :) .

Hye worlds :) , I'm sorry for the late update . I'm kinda busy with my stuff lately . Well , received a text message from Irsyad and I miss you now :'( , ALAAAA ! Many things are happening in my life and are rushing to me at blinding speeds , without even me noticing it . I want to say how happy and grateful I'm that you are in my life . It’s good that we hang in there together and that we are learning things together as well . More than likely it’s happening to you too . The thing is that no matter how hard or fast life is coming at you we still have many things to be thankful for . I had gone through a very painful relationship before this . I felt hurt at the moment . I put myself into the position as a victim , and turn him to the one that decided to end the relationship . At least I did learn something that will benefit me for the rest of my life :) . Anyway , I wanted to go to VI sports day but I'm afraid that I cant make it because I'm a bit short of money right now . I spend too much money for my magazine school , Haihh still tak buat pape . I’m feeling tired , and unbearable , honestly .