About him .

The only person to put up with my emotions , not get sick of seeing my face almost everyday , go on random day trips with me cause no one else wanted to/could go , keep me company when I’m alone , pick up my phone calls during and time of the day or night , would buy me anything in the world if it just cheer me up a little bit , stay on the phone with me when I have a lonely , late drive back home , keep me in check when i cant , help me with my chores , always there to tell me its gonna be “okay” , never cause drama for me or my friends , be there when everyone else has left , wants to know that I'm safe , never be controlling , never be jealous , has dreams and goals he wants to pursue , not lazy at all , buy me snacks just because he knew they were my favorite , be with me when everyone else treats me like nothing , waits for me to be done with class just see me for two minutes , will run errands with me even if they have nothing to do with him , doesnt like to waste precious time fighting so we make up instantly , tell me he misses me even though its been a day , play video games with me and NOT let me win lol , watch all the girly shows with me , tell me “no” if I really need someone to , thinks I'm still pretty even if I look blah, likes to sit on the same side with me at restaurants even though I think its cheesy haha , can really keep a secret , is very family oriented , stay faithful to me , be completely honest with me , act goofy with me , be my highschool sweetheart , stay with me and still going , the guy who deserves every love song to be dedicated to him & who will always have my heart <3>

BBY , NAK YANG INI T_T . MY GOD ! BOLEH MATI .
and this !

we can change the world . trust me .

Laugh when you can , apologize when you should . Know that grudges are a waste of happiness . Let go of what you cannot change . Love deeply , forgive quickly , take some chances . Give all you have got . Always try to take things in your stride and smile when you are feeling sad. Remember what you have got but also love and cherish what you have now . Give all that you have , because life is too short to be anything else but happy . I don’t know why are you the only exception . I don’t know what’s holding me back from moving on . It’s not you , because you never fight for me anymore. So I guess it’s those good and bad memories . Or those times where you cried or tell me “baby I love you " .

2008 - 2010

COMPLETE , 4 of us . First off , I wish to say that I have made new friends , Although none I could call a best friend . I still miss my three best friends , Nana , Dylla & Wiena . Yesterday , in the car I saw nana and I was like ' Eyhh nana ' . I story everything to irsyad . What happened to us . & suddenly everything , come back to me . Rindu ? Mestilah . Tak kan nak ikutkan ego and cakap tak . In the past , I have acted very irrationally , and when I was paranoid made accusations that weren't true . After we fought , We are not speaking any more . BUT now , Alhamdulilah :) . Looking back through the years ,I can't believe how long . We have been best friends , Through good times and bad . I remember how we use to always laugh so hard , that was so cool ! Hahahaha . I will miss you girls like so much . Somehow wish the days would go fast . Our friendship & Our moment will never die . i will try my hardest today not to cry . Anyway , thanks for reading this . I had to get this off my chest . BOI .

You know you’re crazy when you have dreams like this.

Sorry for not being around to blog much lately . Mama away to Macau for 4 days . and now we miss you so badly ma :( . Please come back ! Anyway , I'm not using Facebook anymore since Irsyad decided to deactivated his account :) . I just feel like SHOPPING lately . I don’t know where it came from . Well , today at school was interesting . We only have another 4 months to go for SPM . So good luck all the Form 5 , 2010 :) . Speaking of this Saturday . I do have a lot of activities planned for the weekends coming up so I’m looking forward to that . I wanted to go out with sayang . But somehow I dont think that we can make it . Rindu , Chaw kuey teow Pavilion like so much :( . Sayang , I cant wait for this Saturday . Rindu , time hangout dengan you . Dah lama tak pergi sana . At the same time , mama dah otw balik sini . By the way , I received some great news today , About my relationship betwen me & irsyad , PROM NIGHT SBU and " I dont need to be sad after this " :) . HEHEHE . & I'm out guys . Boi

I want to FEEL pretty.

Guys , you must know that if a girl loved you then , chances are she still loves you heaps now . She's probably crying herself to sleep every night over you while trying her hardest to keep on a happy face during the day . Most likely , she still thinks about you all the time , everyday . She probably still sits there imagining her future with you in it , then thinks back to the past and shatters . Whenever something happens to her , good or bad , she's most likely thinking of you and wishing that she could tell you all about it . Whenever she hears a song on the radio she'll think of you , not only because the song reminds her of you but also how much of her broken life right now can relate to the song . Whenever she watches a romantic movie or sees a cute couple , hand in hand , she starts to die a little more inside knowing that what used to be is now just a memory . Whenever she thinks of you , she smiles , yet at the same time , she is suffering . Although she may not show it , she is suffering a great deal of pain . She's suffering from remembering those happy moments that she'll always remember but it seemed that you've already forgotten . She's afraid that you might forget her along the way as well . On the outside , she may seem like all smiles and laughter , but what is behind the mask is someone who knows really well how to hide themselves . You have no idea just how much pain she is suffering . She still hurts, because the memories of you and her are not only too hard to forget , she also doesn't want to forget , though sometimes she tries to forget , everything just somehow reminds her of you all over again . She re-reads your old texts and convos because she misses you and what used to be . she misses your hugs , she misses your smiles . She misses you entirely . She loves you . She fell for you , and you just watched her fall . Seriously , if you didn't intend to catch her , then don't lead her on , don't get her hopes up , cause the harder harder she falls for you , the more pain she'll end up having to go through afterwards . Don't tell her you love her if you don't mean it , chances are, she might do something crazy like believe it . For the guys reading this, know that no matter how strong a girl may look on the outside , we all go through some sort of pain on the inside when you leave us. And for the girls reading this, there must've been one boy in particular that was on your mind the whole entire time .

Twenty Again :)

At times the days seemed so long , I thought I'd never make it through . . . Then suddenly , out of a dream I have met someone like you :) . Happy Anniversary 4 Months sweetheart . You have changed my world . I dare not leave your side . If i did , I would surely cry . I hope that you never leave b . We are perfect for each other . " I would never love another " . I like everything about you :) . Dont changed anything ! I feel like I can be myself when I'm with you . Thank you for the good times sweetheart :) . I could speak of a thousand promises or even bet my very soul the rest of my life , I will be touched with a feeling no one can control . and I really hope one day you see how much you really mean to me . Nothing will ever come between us . No matter what anybody says or does , you will always be in my heart . & No matter how much we fight , Things will be Okay :) . Like I said I will love u forever , no matter what .

& Yet , everyone is still taking the risks .

This is life . People will screw you over . You will fight with your family . You will witness things that will change you forever . You will blame new lovers for things old lovers did . You will lose best friends you thought would always be there . You will come to realize that everyone has a past . You will cry , you will laugh , and you will embarrass yourself . But then , you will find your very own moment where none of that matters , where you can sit back and realize that shit happens to the people who can handle it and that this is who you are , and that no one should want to change you , including yourself .

Yesterday , 18 July 2010 . Irsyad come over to my house and fetch me . Went to Jusco Maluri , pick up Hareesa and straight went to Salak Selatan , Farah's :) . Fetch , Zain at LRT Salak Selatan . We reached at Farah house around 12.45 . After that , Send hareesa at SHELL bandar tasik selatan . Boooi reesa :PP . " and now Just me and you b , Inside the car :DD " . We can so manja manja without people around us . hahaha . Went back home after that . Sayang LAPAR ! and we decided to order pizza :) . Mommy belanja . Kayhh , We SAFE b :) . hahaha , around 4.30 went to hospital and go back home after that . Getting Ready for camp fire . At , 6 we went to Victoria Institution . The event was SO great :) . Good Job VI . Reached at home at 11.30pm . and I AM TIRE NOW B but I really had a great time with sayang , family and friends . SAYANG , boleh dukung lagi :) ? HEHEHE . No joke ! I malu sangat time you dukung I , sbb everyone mcm pandang kita . but dari situ I dapat rasa yang you sayangkan I sangat . You berani buat mcm tu , you tak kisah apa orang kata as long you nk smua orang tahu kat sana yang I ni you punya and you sayangkan I sangat . B thanks for the day and night . I love you so much B :( .

But I'm not stressin out :PP

Almost everyday I see you , cinta :) . Frankly Speaking , I never get bored . When I am with you , Nothing else seems to matter . Even though were far apart I still love you dearly with all my heart b .I have fallen in love with you and I will never let you go . I love you more than anyone , I just had to let you know . And if you ever wonder why , I don't know what I will say, but I will never stop loving you , each and every day . There's no limit to what I wouldn't do for you . Just ask , it will be done , no matter the miles , no matter the sacrifice . I want to let you know that my heart stays with you tight , so that my warmth will make you feel that everything's going to be right :) .

I love you unconditionally , with everything I am and more than anyone ever thought possible syad<3

Results for CHEER 2010

1. Cyrens 281.5 + 273.0 = 554.5

2. Blitzers 254.0 + 263.0 = 517.0

3. Dynamitez 266.5 + 250.5 = 517.0

4. Stompers 254.0 + 262.5 = 516.5

5. D*Starz 242.0 + 262.5 = 504.5

6. Titans 240.0 + 247 = 487.0

7. Zodiac Boys 229.0 + 248 = 477.0

8. Shirtliff 215.0 + 241.5 = 456.5

9. Zodiac Girls 214.0 + 226 = 440.0

10. Vulcanz Boys 217.0 + 223 = 440.0

11. Vivacious 191.5 + 244 = 435.5

12. Calyx Girls 206.0 + 227.5 = 433.5

13. Mickeymitez 205.5 + 212 = 417.5

14. Vulcanz Girls 190.0 + 212 = 402.0

15. Muriel 191.0 + 200 = 391.0

16. Titans Jr 179.0 + 203 = 382.0

17. Pirates Boys 176.5 + 183.5 = 360.0

18. Calyx Boys 164.0 + 194 = 358.0

19. Vipers 145.0 + 192.5 = 337.5

20. Vibrant 145.5 + 163 = 308.5

21. Dazzle 151.0 + 155 = 306.0

22. Anchorz

23. Ignite

24. Pandora

25. Adele

26. Falcons

27. Pirates Girls

28. Hurricanes

29. Vixens

30. Gemz

31. Electric

32. Evogue

33. Vaccinez

34. Zeus

35. Inferno

Like seriously , If SHIRTLIFF on first day tak buat silap . mmg top 5 .

Our journey has ended , It's time to start a new .

We're back to Attack , Will show No slack . Prepared ! To fight ! with all our might . Black yellow and white . . . Shirtliff non stop . Yeahhh :) ! Good Job SHIRTLIFF . You girls still the best . Cheerleading is over and now back to study Munie . Another 4 months to go T_T . & Trial this September . My godddd ! I had a great time with SHIRTLIFF , and now I'm miss them :( . Especially Sherin , Fatyn , alysha , alya , adila & abby . Not forget to aunty lyna and aiman . I missed that " today " . Remember the times we had together ? The jokes , The whimpers The laughter , The heartaches , The fun , The parties and The Cheerleaders . " Old friedns never fade , girls " . SHIRTLIFF , I love you :) . Dont give up .

Truthfully .

We are teenagers . We are still learning . Shitt happens . We cheat , we lie , we criticise , we fight over stupid things . We fall in love and end up getting hurt . We bitch , bitch , BITCH . We bitch about bitches being bitches .We party till dawn , we drink till we pass out . We hate people for no reason , we call each other names . We stay up late having deep conversations , or stay up late just to THINK . We go out and have a kick ass time with your friends and THOSE WILL BE THE MEMORIES . One day that's going to all pass . You can waste your time focusing on all the bad things , but one day you are gonna wish you were still a teenager . So make the most of what you have now , forget all the bullsheett and drama and LIVE YOUR FUCKING LIFE WITH A SEXY SMILE ON YOUR FACE :) . and pretty girls need no make up , fancy flashy clothes to get attention , no lipstick to catch a smile , no dyed hair to make a statement , no skimpy clothes to get guys , and definitely not a bad mouth & bratty attitude . Simple yet . . . Stunning :) . Thank you .