I'm afraid to take the next step in my life

Apologies to all my blogger friends who kept checking and found nothing new for a long time . It was a fulfilling day and I'm dead tired man . Sorry for the late post , guys . BTW , Last Wednesday , I went to irsyad's place . BBQ party . I really had fun with them , especially in the car with nabil , farhan power , dann and arif . Thank you to aziem coz he pick me up at home with alia and drop me at VI . Enough with BBQ . and now moving on , I just got back from office and I'm damn TIRED . BUT . . . I really cant wait for my first salary . HEHEHE . Today is 27 December , And I guess this will be my last post for the year . Well , another year gone :) . It feels like yesterday it was the first of January 2010 . So goodbye 2010 , can't say I will miss you much :PP . New Chapter for my diary and blogger . BTW , I'm working at BOSS as a general clerk and store clerk . & I'm happy with my job act :) . Currently , chatting with aziem . He's my fav boy :) . Sometimes He SOOOO Annoying . Bitch slap KANG !BUT , the thing is , he was there when I need someone else . Tapi kadang kadang macam palat sikit -_- . Okay , I really GTG now . On Air - twitter & Tumblr ♥ BOI . and Happy New year everyone . I love you , followers . May Allah bless us .

Which is sad .

I know its been a long time since I have written anything . Its so weird being back . So I haven't posted in about a week . Well nothing particularly exciting has happened . I cannot express how wonderfully grateful I am to have a boyfriend like Syad . He is absolutely perfect to me . I truly enjoy the time I get to spend with him . Irsyad and I really had a good weekend . Last friday we went out to Pavilion KL . He's fetch me at home around 3pm and our movie at 4.30 . We watched NARNIA . I really like this movie since the first chapter . I really agree with mom which this movie has a great story . The details are fuzzy enough so I can really appreciate the film . This time chapter has a lots of action scenes and impressive special effects . But Syad , didn't like the movie much I thought it was entertaining . So overall , I really enjoy this movie . Before we watched movie , we went to food court and had our lunch . Its our day , just me and syad . AHHHH , I miss him a lot ,man :( . After movie we went to KFC and met Nabil . Around 7pm , We straight away to Sungai wang . Okay , guess what . Sayang , bought STICKY for me :D . I'm so happy when he said " Okay okay , jom kita pergi beli sticky " . Awwww , baby :') . hehehehe . Moving on , The next day we met again . But we only went to Jusco with mom and ah bie . Today is 13 December :D , and guess what ! I'M FREE NOW . YEAH YEAH ! likee , so legaa now . It makes my heart and body temperature happy . LOL :P . And now , I'm waiting for this Wednesday . BBQ at irsyad's place . Peace yaw !

End of story

Believe it or not , I hate drama . I know that sayang will upset with my previous posts and I know , from the previous posts I will make him sad and he will think that he's dont know how to take care of me . BUT actually , you really good sayang . Just , sometimes I dont like the way she copying me . I dont want to talk about this actually but to make it short and simple . I would like to apologize to " you " . I have learnt from sayang " Even though its not your fault BUT you still have to apologize " . So right now , I'm sorry for everything that I have done to you , girl . And I'm sorry for the pain . Okay , Thats it . Moving on , I just done with my maghrib prayer and after isyak prayer I'm going back to cemetery . Tomorrow is the last day . And May his soul rest in peace . Tahu tak , aku rasa bertuah sangat sebab dapat kau , irsyad ? Tahu tak ? Okay , kalau kau tak tahu biar aku bagitahu . Sebabkan kau , pandai jaga girlfriend kau . Kau halang aku , bila aku buat sesuatu perkara yang tak mendatangkan kebaikan . Kau tak kan biar aku terjerumus . B , mana ada lelaki yang buat mcm tu . Mana ada lelaki , yang paham and pandai pujuk hati perempuan . Sebabkan kau ,kau banyak ajar aku cara untuk bersabar dan tawakal kepada Allah . Kita sebagai manusia , hanya mampu bersabar dan tunggu apa yang jadi . Hanya Allah , yang akan menurunkan bala kepada dia . Aku beralah sebab aku tak nak semua ibadat aku hilang begitu sahaja . Jadi harap " kau " jangan salah paham . Whatever it is , I'm so proud to be yours , syad ! And Alhamdulilah , We are still going strong . Syad , I miss fighting with you :( . I'm just no good without you , Remember that . One months almost 1333 message and one day we texted almost over 150 . Our power love :D . LOL . xoxo , I love you SYAD ! eeee , geram !

Its you .

Like seriously , girl . I though I was wrong but seems like everyone said that you are trying to be like me . Then , I'm so fucking agree with them . YES ! I do mention that I wont talk or blogger about you , but I think I should , sorry followers ! Why not if you ask yourself first ? Before you do anything , can you think twice ? FIKIR apa yang akan jadi . Kau dah tahu , yang ramai cakap kau copycats tapi still nak buat juga . Fine lah , kalau kau baca blogger aku . tapi tak payah lah sampai nak meniru . Nak cakap aku perasan , Tak mungkin . semua orang nampak smua tu . tak kan lah semua benda " KEBETULAN " . Mula mula tiru , about me , words and now blogspot . OMG , Gila low standard . Sumpah , kesian gila . Dapat boyf yang ada class tapi gf low standard . Sorry , kalau mulut aku hari ni agak kurang ajar . But the thing is , I cant stand it ! When someone asks her why she's copying me , she pretends that she has no idea what they are talking about , then makes up a stupid exscuse . I'm tired , FULLSTOP ! I'm tired with your , attitude which everything you want to deny . You see . At first , I really dont give you a SHIT ! Whatever , people talked about you . I said , thats your life . If you wanna be the best try yourself but not this way . I JUST WANT IT TO STOP ? CLEAR , idiot ? Go on with your life . Everyone has their own style . Dont you know that ? You are so dumbbershit ! Its really annoying , bitch . Should I said to you that , PLEASE STOP COPYING ME ? LOL . hahaha . that funny okay . I think she will out grow it . My friends asked me to said " FUCK OFF " and hopefully she will get the message . HAHAHAHA . Seriously , they really made my day today . Last but not lest , Thank you very much for admiring me so much that you want to reflect me . It's quite an honor :) . Never mind girl . I really love you . What goes around comes around .

Because of webcame

I miss this :( . Actually I miss my hair . Baby please baby . I wanna cut my hair :( , so badly :(

Loving you always be the sweetest thing I have ever done ,

Alhamdulilah , I feel so much better now . Thank you for the time , sayang . Eventho tomorrow , physic papers but you still spend your time with me . I'm kinda , selfish for this time =/ . I know BUT I miss you so much :( . You always help me with all the troubles . If I said , no one care about me BUT you always say , you do . I miss all the great times T_T . I hate this feeling & I cant wait for 15 December , which we are free from SPM . So that we can spend our good time with movie , shopping and food . Sunway , I miss you . Actually , I'm just done with my isyak prayer and Science . Be frank , I'm ready for science :) . 4 more papers , Y-E-S ! Make it fast , AGAIN . . . . And now what ! Haihhh , Munie stop thinking about syad just for a minute ? P L E A S E ? But , I want to tell you that I wish you were here . B , tadi papers add math , I TAK DUDUK DIAM ! I risau gila and asyik berdoa je yang you dapat buat . Then , bila semua papers habis , You message I yang you boleh buat . Ya Allah , Lega sangat . Okay , now mommy kacau -.- . She ask me to stop with blogger and continue study with science . Toodles .