I'm sorry

I apologize to everyone who has been trying to grab files linked from this blog . Hi guys , I'm still here ! I'm still ALIVE and I'm still around , dont worry :) . I know , it's been some time since I posted . I'm not very inspired to post much lately . Okay Okay , I'm getting to my story .All I want to do is go on a run or jogging . I'm getting stress with my life right now . I dont know what's going on with me . I think too much , I guess . Hurm , by the way , As you can see here , I'm still with syad . We are still together for the 11 months . Alhamdulilah . No matter what , I'm still not tired of him . He's makes everything in my life so much better . Tomorrow is Monday , 28 February and I'm going to KLCC with ain & nurin tomorrow . Kinda miss them :) . Well , just a random update . I will try to have some better posts at some point ! So , I'm out !

I get irritated very fast

I know I haven't been updating in here , Alia keeps reminding me and asking why I am not updating my blog . Hahaha , I'm so sorry followers . I don't know why I can't seem to get into it now . By the way , It's January 11 now AND I'm still want to wish Happy New Year to all my readers and blogger fellows . I hope it’s not late to wish all of you . Lately , There's been a lot of change in my life . For this year , I want to be a BETTER person and care more for others and myself , stop spending money and spend on what really matters . Stop being so worried about my job and LEARN how I am going to pay my bills =/ . Hahahaha . Screw , you bitch . Stop being so selfish with my " personal things " . Ask syad , He's know everything . hahahaha . Then , I want to learn how to handle my STRESS , be a patient person . My lifestyle . The way I talk . I'm way too negative all the time and I don't want to be that way anymore . I want to try and be more positive with situations that arise and even in everyday activities . Overall I just want to be happy this year with my my friends , boyfriend and family :) . I think that's enough , don't you ?