Some days I miss writing here . I actually really do , In my head it sounds witty and fun and interesting but when I actually sit in front of my computer I blank . . . what was I going to write about -.- ? I been thinking why its been so difficult to write here . I think a main reason is that I don't feel I can freely express how feel here anymore . Too many people from too many places are reading this and maybe I'm afraid to share some of my thoughts . I don't know . I dont want to make it a password protected blog either though . So I'm just working up the courage to write the raw and real stuff on here . I used to do that or at least it felt that way . Okay So , I finally decided that I'm going to pavilion this Thursday and Sunway this Saturday . I still don't know how I feel about it but I think it's a good idea . . . right ? So today , I went to school at 8.00am because I got extra-class for account . 5Amanah Combined with 5Omega . The people here are very friendly and are interested in knowing who you are . . . they dont speak much, but when they do , you know you are ok with them . So Okay lah . Not so bad . I'm not totally unhappy. I just have bad days and some things to work out , but overall I'm okay , really . I'm just so tired not going places and being stuck . I know it takes time . Its just that getting so sick kind pushed me over the edge . You know ?
