I have been trying to find time to update all week long but every time . I'd go to log in I'd get distracted by something or another and never quite make it here to post -.- . I totally understood that nobody could change my mind except myself . I know this when I was 15 years old . I know I would be the only one could make me accept the truth . What I have to do is just change my mind . However , this is not easy when come to take action . YA YA YA . . .maybe this also just a excuse for me not to follow the truth . Confusing me , MAN ! I think I have to sit down and think deeply what I really want now . Haihhh . How I wish I had money to buy a DELL laptop . I heard many good comments about the DELL laptop and I wish to have chance to try it , but too bad my budget is not enough to buy a good DELL laptop T_T . Pity me guys .
