I don’t honestly know who to put half of this into words , but I will string it
together as best as possible . It’s like you don’t care anymore, sometimes like you never did . I want to scream at you and tell you everything I have ever held back from saying but where would it really get me . You’d pretend I never said it , you’d pretend that was I was wrong and that it was all just lies . The truth is , you make me feel like I’m the biggest piece of filth you’ve ever seen . Like I’m constantly in the way and that I was never wanted . You make me feel like no one could ever love me and that I don’t deserve anything in life . You undermine me and take everything out on me . You blame me for things that no human could preven t. You pressure me to be perfect and make me feel like the biggest disappointment you have ever seen . You don’t ever comfort me in the slighest . You make me feel as though you are ashamed to even know me . I don’t know how much longer I can do this . I tried .
