If I could, I would do so many things differently and I wouldn’t take back anything ,NO . Like , I would let you go anywhere , do anything you want . I would hold my tongue for every snide remark . I would let you sleep a little earlier , eat a little more , talk a little less . I wouldn’t have been so gosh darn selfish . You don’t know what you have until it’s gone , sayang . If I could , I would treat you like the person you deserved to be treated & I wouldn’t be as narrow minded , thinking you should be the person I thought you should be in my mind . I got consumed in what I wanted . I’m sorry . I know you loved me for a whole different person and in a way , I hate what I become :'( . Besides that , There was so many things planned that we didn’t get to do . There are certain days of the month that are more special than any others . I wanted to surprise you and make you happy . I know it may not seem like it , but I really did try . I’m sorry that I’m simply someone that will sit in a corner and collect dust . But you did mean a lot to me , B . Remember that .
