I'm now reading a book called " New Moon " which is very good . I woke up this morning with a pain in my butt . I have been bothered by a lot lately . I kinda liked yesterday . Even though I wasn’t having the best day , I wasn’t in a bad mood . I felt nothing . I was numb . Even when I told my bestfriend some mistakes and some things that were very awkward and all I didn’t feel regret , awkward nor anger . I just felt nothing and it was nice . I liked not feeling anything not giving a fuck . So let’s face it , I miss Syn :D . LOL .
